All of us are afraid to fight for ourselves because we think we still the mistake. People always use our cowardice to feel empowered to themselves. But sometimes not to fight for yourself can lower your self-esteem. Many people bring people down because they know that no one can stop them. Most people chose to be quiet not to level their low intelligence. People that try to belittle are a shred of evidence they are unhappy with their lives. These kind of people are an idiot; they decided to destroy yourself and happy to see you miserable.
I was once a victim of a bully or people bring me down, all of my life they tried to manipulate and always have something to say. I am an introvert, I chose to stay mum than react to people even as it causes too much pain for me. Every night, I spent crying and thinking about people say to me. Sometimes, I accept it and put it in mind. The bullying started when I was a kid; they like to throw harsh words to me and say mean. I always cried behind, and no one wants to defend me. I don’t know what to do except for the crying. I am afraid to protect myself because what if I can’t stand until the end? My parents always comfort me every time I feel bad. They always told me to fight for my rights if they cross the boundaries. I had suffered a lot until I became a teenager. Still, many people used to hate me for no reasons. Sometimes, I hurt myself because of too much depression and loneliness. I started to apply for a restaurant, but people don’t know the word respect, they had to laugh at my skills and don’t believe to me. I was always being rejected and feeling unwanted. People had used it for me. I can recall, I got one job, my co-workers abused my kindness and always tell me what to do. I had suffered there for about six months, and I resign. I am mentally destroyed and decided to stop school. I had isolated myself at my room. I am afraid to see people and hear again mean words towards me. In my loneliness, I create a blog about my life. I was surprised when an agency had messaged me and wanted to meet me. They are the agency of Escorts in London who support women and help them to boost their self -esteem. They had trained me to become a London escorts and had helped me to fight against abusive people. I was so happy because eventually, I had defended myself to people and became brave.